Saturday, July 23, 2011

A New Intention

Since November:

My best friend's 2-year old daughter could see aura colors when I asked her back in January.
I said "Emily, do you see any color around my face and above my head."
She looked and me and replied "Yes."
 I said, "What color do you see?"
"Purple"

I told her mother about this, and she was skeptical, but interested.  At home, a couple weeks later, she asked her daughter again what colors she saw.  Emily said she saw blue around her mother and 4-year old brother, and orange around her newborn sister.

Little kids can see auras... sadly, the ability gets lost.  I asked Emily again about 4 months after that what color she saw above my head and she said black (the color of my hair).
"No," I said, "not my hair, do you see anything above my head?"
And she looked at me blankly.

Maybe she was distracted... maybe she can only see colors in prime conditions... I will ask ask again... but I suspect aura colors have been deemed unimportant to her life and she is losing the ability to see them.

Alas...

It is now July, and I have also stagnated on my ability to see auras.  I won't bother giving you any excuses because that's all they will be: excuses.

Setting My Intention

For the past 2 months I've been doing a daily yoga practice, which I've been intermittently blogginig about as well.  But it's giving me a discipline that I've lacked in my life.  Even on the days when I don't feel like doing yoga, I muster up the strength to get on my mat for 30 minutes, and I never regret it.  I'm stronger, more flexible, calmer, crave cleaner, healthier foods, and don't desire alcohol the same way that I used to.  This is a life long practice.

You're probably wondering what all this has to do with seeing auras.  Well... to get  myself to do yoga, every day, even on the days when I didn't want to and couldn't make myself see the benefits, I created a challenge for myself.  After doing yoga for 30 continuous days without missing any days, I could reward myself with an "Om" bead for my Pandora bracelet.  The incentive worked like a charm... it was a motivator and something to work towards.

So... in that vein, I'm setting a similar challenge for myself.  When I can see my boyfriend's aura colors clearly, I can get 2 beads for my bracelet - one in each my life colors: violet & yellow.  As part of this intention, I am adding to my daily routine at least 5 minutes of aura exercises everyday.

Namaste.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Dreams of Blue

I have two things to share this evening:

1.  Violet, Violet Everywhere

I've said before that violet is the easiest color for me to see, though up until this point, I have had to spend quite some time staring at someone in order to see it.  Well, twice last week, I saw violet coming from one of my classmates.  The first time he was asking a question in finance class and I glanced over to look at him while he was speaking and I saw a violet haze around his face.  The second time I was in a team meeting with him and we were going over an assignment.  Again, I glanced over in his direction and saw a beam of violet light coming from the top of his head and going all the way up the ceiling.  When I saw it, I followed it up with my eyes, and quickly realized how odd that must have looked to him.  But both times, it came freely, easily, and automatically.

I think its important to acknowledge the experiences I asked for when they appear in my life.

2.  Dreams of  Blue

The passed couple of weeks, I've had extremely active dreams.  As in, I wake up feeling exhausted because I've been running around and working so hard all night in my dreams.  Two nights ago, I dreamt I was doing some things that defied the "laws of physics," such as floating unsupported in mid air, and sliding along a floor at an increasing speed for a sustained period of time with nothing pushing or propelling me forward.

Last night, I decided that as long as I was so active at night, I might as well use it to my advantage.  I reinstated my auto suggestion before I went to sleep, that I'd been doing a bit before school started, where I said to myself before I fell asleep, "tonight I will see human aura colors freely, easily, and automatically in my dreams."  I'd done this before, mind you, and nothing happened.

But last night was different.  In my dream, I was at school and there were two rows of people facing each other.  Suddenly, without warning or effort, I saw a hazy cyan-blue light appear around the face of the girl in front of me.  Even in my dream it was a bit of a shock because it was the first time I'd seen blue, and it was the first time I'd seen an aura that completely and that effortlessly.  I turned to my friend sitting next to me and whispered, "she's blue."

And that was the dream.  Now I need to move that experience into my waking reality.

I do believe in the power of dreams.  I have read that professional athletes use their dreams to improve their game.  They do just I what did, where they give themselves an auto-suggestion before they go to sleep, and use the power of the dreams to visualize what they choose to achieve in their waking lives.  That's actually how I learned about this technique.  Of course, I'll keep you posted on how it's going, but I am quite pleased... I am making progress in both my dream state and my waking state.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Lots of Blue

Once a month (or there abouts) seems to be a reasonable time to update my blog.  I've been hesitant to post lately because there are people at my school following me on Buzz... but alas... that's not a good enough reason to discontinue recording my experiences...

As I reported earlier, I see white halos around people's head reasonably well while I'm in class.  Sometimes I see hints of colors in that ethereal body... mostly yellow, green, and blue.  Not as prominent as the life colors are, but they are there nonetheless.

I was in a study room a couple weeks ago with someone who was wearing a bright yellow shirt.  It was hard to look at because I kept seeing blue all around it. (That auric pair color of yellow.)  I thank the Universe for letting me see it, because I do not want it to go away, but I it is slightly annoying too because I know it is not the aura, just the color off the shirt.

Now for some theory and ideas about how this all works:  I have a friend who I think  has a blue aura.  I haven't seen it, but she is very nurturing and very caring.  She has two kids and she is the best mother I have ever seen... I love watching her interact with her children.  That is a very blue trait.  Well... I have another friend, who I also believe has a blue aura.  The two of them met the other day, for Halloween when we took the kids trick-or-treating.    And my friend's  youngest daughter (18 months old) was holding my other friend's hand and said to him, "like you."

That was the sweetest thing... they had just met about an hour before.  Now, here's what I think.  I think the little girl, could see his aura and it is the same color as her mother's.  I've read that babies gravitate toward people who have the same aura colors as their parents, which would explain why she immediately liked him.  And of course he liked her too, cause he loves kids... :) Now that she's talking I want to ask her if she can see any color around people's heads.  I'm very curious... I bet she can.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Aura Viewing at Rochester

I've been in school now for three weeks, sitting in class with 60+ people for 3 to 6 hours four days a week.   That doesn't include group meetings, professional development events, clubs, and activities.  It's busy, yes, but what that means is that I have a large sample and a lot of time with people with auras.  The monotone gray background in all the classrooms, making for prime viewing.  And I'm seeing auras quite easily.  Easily and automatically (more on that in a moment.)

I have not yet seen "life colors," but I am seeing the ethereal body around people's heads and shoulders, which starts out looking like a whitish glow, but now that I have more experience, I am starting to see color in that.  I saw bluish-green around my teammate's head this morning.  And the other day I saw a yellow halo, almost around another student.  I was sitting across the room from her, and I kept starting at her.  It was about a foot away from  her body on all sides.  She's actually a teammate too.  

Now, back to "easily and automatically."  I've been giving myself the suggestion before I go fall asleep that I can see human aura colors easily and automatically.  I'm telling my conscious mind what I want in my life and it's giving it to me.  Since I started doing that, I've been seeing them much easier and more automatically than more.  Imagine that.  I will keep playing with it and see what else I can do.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Kids can see auras

It's been confirmed... kids can see the aura colors.

My aunt Lynne, asked her 3-year old granddaughter, "Kole, do you see any color above my head?"  Kole replied, "Yellow."

Which corresponds with what I saw for Lynne.  I saw yellow and violet with some blank spaces, where the green that Pam said she has in her aura probably is.  I'm quite excited about this.  I've heard that children up to the age of about 5 can see auras, but I haven't confirmed it personally until now.  So it's true.

What makes this even more exciting is that it means that I probably saw auras when I was a child too, and so did everybody.  I'm playing with the ideas that everything that is exists in the moment and there is no time lag.  That I have access NOW to everything I was in the past and everything I will be in the future.  To put it another way, the child is still the same person she will be when she's an adult... the acorn grows into the oak tree.  It comes from the same "stuff" that was in the acorn, it has just grown into a different form.  But it's still what it is.

I am still the same person I was as a child, when I could see auras naturally.  I still have access to that part of myself.  And I have access to it now, because I am that person.  Which means I can see auras, easily and naturally, because I am that child that does it automatically.

Have I explained that clearly? It's quite profound.  I'm excited.  I'll let you know how it goes.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Deepening affect of seeing auras #3

No fear of death

Seeing the unseen triggered something in me that made me open and ready for new ideas... for things that we aren't taught in our culture... for things that aren't perceived by most people.   I am receptive to these ideas.  I feel like I got a foundation with my upbringing as a Christian Scientist.  This is a lot of the stuff I was taught as a child, only it goes much deeper than CS goes and doesn't involve all the Christian dogma.  In CS we are taught that there is no death and that life is eternal... that death is an illusion, that the material world is an illusion.  But that's as far as it goes.  The main text of the religion states all this, but doesn't explain it, doesn't even allow for scientific evidence, ironically, even though the religion has the word "science" in the name.

Now I have a new understanding.  I can see that we are more than our physical bodies, that we are more than we are trained to believe we are.  That we are more powerful and more unlimited and more creative than we are taught, than we believe.  I've seen it.  And we are here to express our creativity, to create whatever it is we want, to learn how to create our own reality.  That's what I'm experimenting with now, consciously.

But it doesn't end when we "die".  We are too creative, too intelligent, too adventurous for that.  We keep going on.  We reincarnate and come back to try something else.  I've been reading all about it, I've heard people talk about near death experiences and what it was like on the other side.  (If you are interested this is a fascinating show: Prana, near death experiences.)  I've talked to a psychic who contacted my mother who is perfectly happy where she is and doing just fine.  I feel like I have an understanding of what happens now and so I have no fear.  I do not fear blanking out into a void of unconsciousness, my understanding now is that consciousness never dies, it continues on forever.

Consciousness seems to be the key to it all.  We are not our bodies, but we identify with them so much we feel like we are.  We are not even our consciousness, it is a tool we use for creation and consciousness doesn't die.  We are conscious in our dreams - it is just a different state of consciousness.  We still perceive our surroundings and events take place -  our experiences are very real to our minds, and I would say they are very real to our consciousness.  The same is true in "death".  It is just a different state of consciousness.  We are not in our bodies anymore, but we are still aware.  I don't fear death now because I feel like I understand it.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Book Review - Conversations with God

The Conversations with God series is a trilogy revolving around a man who hears God speaking to him and transcribes his conversations in a series of questions and answers.  I first saw CWG about 10 years ago, but didn't pick it up because I was put off by the title.  I thought it was going to be about Christianity and Jesus saving your soul and dying on the cross for your sins.  But that's not the case at all.

Throughout the trilogy, and the subsequent title, Friendship with God, we learn the true nature of God as presented to the author, Neale Donald Walsh.  The main take home from the series is that god is everything and in everything.  He/She/It is you and is in you, He is the creator and the created, She is with you alway in all ways.  God has no preference and doesn't care what you do.  There is no good or evil.  Everything happens for a reason.  This is quite a simplified view of the book, of course.  It explores topics such as reincarnation, marriage, sex, your purpose on Earth, life on other planets, education, and society.  It's brilliantly written, and God is quite cheeky.  I like God.

I devoured these books.  I read all four in the span of about two weeks.  I highly recommend them if you have any inclination towards spirituality.

Now, I have an interesting manifestation story connected with these books.  I picked up number 2 at the Largo library used book store.  I was drawn to it because I'd remembered seeing it in the bookstore years ago, but didn't pick it up for the reasons I mentioned above.  Well, this time I picked it up and started thumbing through the preface and the author was talking about how its not a coincidence that the reader picked up the book, etc.  That line cinched it, and I bought it... it was only $1, so I figured I had nothing to lose anyway.

Well, after reading the 2nd book, I wanted more and went to the used section at Barnes and Nobles to see if I could find it there.  It wasn't there, and I decided to do an experiment.  I decided that I wanted to buy the rest of the series, but I didn't want to pay full price.  I visualized myself seeing the books in the used section of the bookstore, picking them, and feeling happy because I had manifested the books I wanted and manifested them at a used price.  I was thinking between $1 and $5.  That was my experiment.

Not a week later, my grandpa and I are having a tour of Rochester's used bookstores because he had a trunkful of books he was trying to sell.  We weren't doing so well... no one was too interested in the books we had.  Though, I did have a chance to look around the other books, and saw The Secret which I also wanted.  We had been at it for about 3 hours, we were getting tired and had only made about $12 on books.  But we decided to go to one more bookstore.  This man picked out 18 books he wanted from our pile and offered us either $15 cash or $30 in store credit.  Grandpa let me take the store credit, so I had a look around the bookstore.  And guess what I found:

All the Conversations with God books AND the fourth book that I didn't even know existed, Friendship with God.  So I got all the books I'd asked for a week earlier... FREE.  Plus, I got The Secret, which I'd seen earlier that day and two others!!!  What a great testament to the universe... you really do get whatever you ask for... Exactly the ideas in the CWG books too.  Perfect.