Deepening affect of seeing auras #3

No fear of death

Seeing the unseen triggered something in me that made me open and ready for new ideas... for things that we aren't taught in our culture... for things that aren't perceived by most people.   I am receptive to these ideas.  I feel like I got a foundation with my upbringing as a Christian Scientist.  This is a lot of the stuff I was taught as a child, only it goes much deeper than CS goes and doesn't involve all the Christian dogma.  In CS we are taught that there is no death and that life is eternal... that death is an illusion, that the material world is an illusion.  But that's as far as it goes.  The main text of the religion states all this, but doesn't explain it, doesn't even allow for scientific evidence, ironically, even though the religion has the word "science" in the name.

Now I have a new understanding.  I can see that we are more than our physical bodies, that we are more than we are trained to believe we are.  That we are more powerful and more unlimited and more creative than we are taught, than we believe.  I've seen it.  And we are here to express our creativity, to create whatever it is we want, to learn how to create our own reality.  That's what I'm experimenting with now, consciously.

But it doesn't end when we "die".  We are too creative, too intelligent, too adventurous for that.  We keep going on.  We reincarnate and come back to try something else.  I've been reading all about it, I've heard people talk about near death experiences and what it was like on the other side.  (If you are interested this is a fascinating show: Prana, near death experiences.)  I've talked to a psychic who contacted my mother who is perfectly happy where she is and doing just fine.  I feel like I have an understanding of what happens now and so I have no fear.  I do not fear blanking out into a void of unconsciousness, my understanding now is that consciousness never dies, it continues on forever.

Consciousness seems to be the key to it all.  We are not our bodies, but we identify with them so much we feel like we are.  We are not even our consciousness, it is a tool we use for creation and consciousness doesn't die.  We are conscious in our dreams - it is just a different state of consciousness.  We still perceive our surroundings and events take place -  our experiences are very real to our minds, and I would say they are very real to our consciousness.  The same is true in "death".  It is just a different state of consciousness.  We are not in our bodies anymore, but we are still aware.  I don't fear death now because I feel like I understand it.